Is your hesitation moral (you shall not cheat), or if the quality of the service from Meowessay? I can not help you with the last part, but I am sure, that if you search on Meowessay you would hear some war stories - good and bad.

I hope, you are thinking about the first part. And you should. If you can look yourself in the mirror, and truly say, that your circumstances justify this, then look into it. But one thing is your (potentially) guilty conscience; another is, that you will graduate with a degree, that you actually did not qualify for.

When you try to get a job afterwards, you run the risk of employees either thinking you are a fraud, or just haven't learned enough, if you can not talk about the subject, that Meow Essay solved for you.

Guilty conscience you can learn to live with, if you really want to - not getting hired will not bring you food on the table.

Truly only you can answer this question, you know you. Do what you believe will benefit you the most. :)

Why do you have to write an essay? Is it for your own learning? I guess it is. Right?

Then why should you pay for it? He/She will learn from your money. Just to get good marks? Better not to submit the essay.